Crash Into Me.
It's been a while since I wrote. Things are pretty much out of control.
I am still living at Rob & Mandy's. That means, they are officially the greatest friends of all-time. I hope we can move out in the next day or two.
We got carpet in the new house. And some of the walls are painted. It's starting to look really good. I can't wait until the hardwood is in. Jazzy.
It's hard to keep it all together with no place to call home. I didn't realise how important "home" is. Somewhere to ground you. To help you stay sane. I come home at night and just Crash. So much is running through my head, I can't really even read. Feels weird.
I ordered some stuff from Weddingstar last night. And we did up the budget to the wedding. OUT OF CONTROL. We've had 48 people RSVP so far. I think we'll be at about 75 in the end. Much bigger than I ever planned or wanted. But I realise now, that you don't get what you want in a wedding, unless you can bring yourself to be a total bitch. Instead, I'm just happy to be getting married. And I can't wait until this is all over.
My FAV thing in the last couple weeks has been my Vino. I just love it. And I'm still running on the same $2.52 of gas I put in when I first got it. My mom is coming around to it, I think. I am glad I didn't let her effect my desicion to get it. Really glad. It is as much an "escape" to me as Scrapbooking (which I seem to have NO time for this summer). It feels like I am neglecting everything. My scrapbooking, my store, my "life". And then I feeling nagged to get things done for the house, the wedding ...... blah blah blah.
This posting is all over the place. Makes sense. Suits life right now.
I am still living at Rob & Mandy's. That means, they are officially the greatest friends of all-time. I hope we can move out in the next day or two.
We got carpet in the new house. And some of the walls are painted. It's starting to look really good. I can't wait until the hardwood is in. Jazzy.
It's hard to keep it all together with no place to call home. I didn't realise how important "home" is. Somewhere to ground you. To help you stay sane. I come home at night and just Crash. So much is running through my head, I can't really even read. Feels weird.
I ordered some stuff from Weddingstar last night. And we did up the budget to the wedding. OUT OF CONTROL. We've had 48 people RSVP so far. I think we'll be at about 75 in the end. Much bigger than I ever planned or wanted. But I realise now, that you don't get what you want in a wedding, unless you can bring yourself to be a total bitch. Instead, I'm just happy to be getting married. And I can't wait until this is all over.
My FAV thing in the last couple weeks has been my Vino. I just love it. And I'm still running on the same $2.52 of gas I put in when I first got it. My mom is coming around to it, I think. I am glad I didn't let her effect my desicion to get it. Really glad. It is as much an "escape" to me as Scrapbooking (which I seem to have NO time for this summer). It feels like I am neglecting everything. My scrapbooking, my store, my "life". And then I feeling nagged to get things done for the house, the wedding ...... blah blah blah.
This posting is all over the place. Makes sense. Suits life right now.
posted by haleyhopaluk at 1:56 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home