It's a new dawn, it's a new day...and i'm feeling fine.
I had a little "incident" yesterday. It brough up some old "issues" I know I still carry around with me. And I was thinking about it a heck of a lot last night in bed. I thought it would haunt me all day. But it hasn't. I'm dealing well.
I'm a lot different now, than I was 5 years ago (even thou some people never care to see that change). I think most people are. I'm proud of myself and how I am standing up for myself (in my head, not with evreyone in my life. Different issue altogether.). I'm NOT a bad person. I was young and stupid once. Most people were. Get over it. I did. I'm "fine" with myself. I don't LOVE me, but I am working on it. I am not putting up with the judgements, as of NOW.
Last night's photography class was superb. Arlee is fabulous. I learned so much. I am going to be a picture taking "machine" for bit. To get the hang of it all.
Georgette (add her name to my fav. people list, along with Brian & Michelle), came to visit me today. I just loev our friendship. A perfect balance of "venting", giggles, Tim Hortons and all of that other good stuff.
Rob leaves today. Poor Mandy. But it works for them. I admire that. I'd die if Brian had to work away. I am totally too dependant on him. ( Horrible? Maybe.)
Baseball game tonight. So I'm revin' up for the big loss. (Reality is a strong point with our team. Skill is not).
Ok. Going for a Scooter ride. ( Best part of my day?). I want to get a radio for on there. Crusin' with tunes. Nice. I'm out.
I'm a lot different now, than I was 5 years ago (even thou some people never care to see that change). I think most people are. I'm proud of myself and how I am standing up for myself (in my head, not with evreyone in my life. Different issue altogether.). I'm NOT a bad person. I was young and stupid once. Most people were. Get over it. I did. I'm "fine" with myself. I don't LOVE me, but I am working on it. I am not putting up with the judgements, as of NOW.
Last night's photography class was superb. Arlee is fabulous. I learned so much. I am going to be a picture taking "machine" for bit. To get the hang of it all.
Georgette (add her name to my fav. people list, along with Brian & Michelle), came to visit me today. I just loev our friendship. A perfect balance of "venting", giggles, Tim Hortons and all of that other good stuff.
Rob leaves today. Poor Mandy. But it works for them. I admire that. I'd die if Brian had to work away. I am totally too dependant on him. ( Horrible? Maybe.)
Baseball game tonight. So I'm revin' up for the big loss. (Reality is a strong point with our team. Skill is not).
Ok. Going for a Scooter ride. ( Best part of my day?). I want to get a radio for on there. Crusin' with tunes. Nice. I'm out.

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